Letchman’s Weblog

The Holidays December 16, 2007

So, they are here! Just over a week, and well I feel that I’ve got nothing done. Yes, I’ve been working like crazy, but I’ve had bills up the butt!

Tomorrow I am going to be in a show at a local gay bar, I’m sort of looking forward to it, I hope that it puts me in the holiday spirit. It’s a holiday story about a ‘Leather Santa’ because I’m not a big daddy I am playing an elf. I hope to post pics after the show.

Elsewhere in my life, I’m just dragging along. I am now up to my seventh holiday without a long term relationship… Yes I keep telling myself that I’m not ready for a relationship, but I am starting to think that I’ve put myself down about being in a relationship. Maybe I will bite the bullet and ask one of the two people I’ve been chatting with on a date, who knows it may make it a very Merry Christmas after all.

I admit that I’m totally new to blogging, but I want to start a blog that I can fully devote blogging to. Myspace, Twitter, and other places are okay, but not fully what I want to do. Plus I will admit that I’m following the advice of my shrink too.Yes, I admit I go see a shrink, I’m on the strongest dose of Wellbutrin XL you can take daily as well. I’ve been told that I need to vent, and be more creative to let myself out. Who knows, it may work. My shrink is hearing a boat load from me with the holidays and stuff. But, I will make it known, I am not ashamed of seeing a shrink, or stating it on my blog. We are all human, and some of us need help from now and then…

So, I am gearing up to go visit my brother and his wife next weekend. We are having family christmas. I want to stay the weekend, but I’m not sure that I would be able to financially afford it.

Well,I suppose I’m becoming distracted so I will stop writing for now. Happy Holidays to those that celebrate!-DHL